Last week I had the pleasure of attending a women’s 12-step retreat. Mind you, the idea of coming together with seventeen other women doesn’t sound like much of a retreat to an introvert like me, but two of these folks are my closest friends so I made the hour-long journey, albeit with an anxious heart.
Geneva Point Center is a 200-acre summer camp and conference center on the Moultonborough Neck on Lake Winnipesaukee. Our group’s lodge was so close to the water I could hear from my bed the gentle waves lapping the shore.
Yet I arose early the first morning, unable to sleep as my anxiety deepened. Why was I here? What could I learn? What did I have to offer? Questions and doubts flooded my brain, quickening my heart. Trying to avoid my fears, I scrolled through Facebook. It didn’t work.
I dressed and left my room, retrieving a cup of coffee from the common area. I then settled on the porch next to one of these unknown women, quietly sipping my joe and soaking in the view of the water. Early morning fishermen (and women, I am sure) were already out in their boats beyond the small island that lay in front of us. The sun was burning off the morning fog. Songbirds were chirping, and loons were calling. It was a chilly morning, but I was comfortable in my shorts and t-shirt.
Shutting my eyes, I relaxed into the questions. With curiosity, I asked the Universe, “Why am I here? What am I supposed to learn? Please show me what to share.”
I continued with my meditation, setting my intention for the rest of the retreat, but open to guidance in my purpose. Soon the answers came, with a stirring of recognition in my soul as I heard other women sharing their truths.
I need connection with others, no matter how much of an introvert I am. I need connection with God, who I often hear when I listen to people. I need time to myself, as well, to open myself up to receiving. Yin and yang.
As I sit at home tonight writing, I am outside listening to the crickets and the falling acorns, alone, but with the intent of sharing a small part of what I learned with you. Again, I asked the Universe to guide me, and so I am relaxed and peaceful. May you find some of what I have.
YES YES YES!!!
Karen we all find belongingness in our connections. I’m glad to be a part of igniting hope in you and receiving the same from you.
EXCELLENT POST!
Friend, Char
I walk along the towpath near my flat watching the beautiful swans and the now grown rebellious ducks the greenery dogs walking with owners peace tranquility I am 10mins from a busy High St
So grateful
“A time off from daily routine, retreats are enriching getaways that provide a safe sanctuary to allow a deeper physical and emotional withdrawal from the stresses and strains of everyday life.” Yes! We don’t have enough time in our everyday lives to simply BE. I, too, went with hope and trepidations mixed, wondering if I would be up to even the simple challenges of camp. But immersion in nature worked its magic, the muscle knots loosened, the mental cacophony quieted, and the voice of Higher Power washed over me through the sharing of women on similar journies -Grace on the Lake. Still processing and carrying it all with me. You gave me courage. 🕊🍄